I came unclean and unnamed, knelt without argument, and felt a hand where fear once lived. I left healed, unheard, yet strangely whole—learning that prayer is not the cure for silence, but the place where leprosy finally lets go.
Category Archives: Diocese of Amarillo
Thursday after Epiphany
I asked what Spirit moved my words,
and found the answer waited there—
not in applause or polished truth,
but where the wounded breathe a prayer.
Wednesday after Epiphany
I rowed with stone inside my chest, Mistaking effort for belief. You walked beside my frozen fear And waited for my grief. Not every heart breaks with a blow—Some melt when touched by grace. You did not shatter hardened stone; You entered my small space.
Tuesday after Epiphany
I came asking for bread, but was handed a basket. I feared there was not enough, until I gave it away.
Memorial of St. John Neumann, Bishop
I withdrew my demand, not my devotion. I laid down the hammer to lift the lamp. For the Kingdom does not advance by erasing scars, but by letting light touch them at last.
The Epiphany of the Lord
I follow a Star I did not make, Through questions power fears to wake. It leads past crowns, past curated praise—To wounded truth and kneeling ways.
Day 25 – Christmas Weekday
I pointed at them until my finger shook. Then John whispered: No—look at Him.
Day 24: “Who”- Memorial of Saints Basil the Great and Gregory Nazianzen, Bishops and Doctors of the Church Lectio Divina Prayer for Synodality During the Centennial Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
I am not the Christ.
Not Elijah.
Not the Prophet. Only a voice asking if silence is still the straightest path when the Light is already standing among us.
Day 23: “Told”- Solemnity of Mary, the Holy Mother of God and The Octave Day of the Nativity of the Lord Lectio Divina Prayer for Synodality During the Centennial Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
I ask no monument, no shouted creed—Only to be told the truth we need. For God still speaks through humble tongues, And heals the wounds we leave undone.
Day 22: “Light”- The Seventh Day in the Octave of Christmas Lectio Divina Prayer for Synodality During the Centennial Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
I do not claim the light—I stand where it falls. Truth does not need my certainty, only my willingness to see. And if Christ has entered the darkness, then no honest question can be unholy.