I do not claim the light—I stand where it falls. Truth does not need my certainty, only my willingness to see. And if Christ has entered the darkness, then no honest question can be unholy.
Tag Archives: Advent
Day 21: “Years”- The Sixth Day in the Octave of Christmas Lectio Divina Prayer for Synodality During the Centennial Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
Twenty-one days counted.
Twenty-four years remembered. Anna waited decades. I wait still. God works in years— and none are wasted.
Day 20: “Awaiting”- The Fifth Day in the Octave of Christmas & Optional Memorial of Saint Thomas Becket, Bishop and Martyr Lectio Divina Prayer for Synodality Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
I wait—not idle, not resigned, but watching for the weight of truth. The Child is light enough for arms, yet heavy enough to change the world.
Day 19: “Family- Feast of the Holy Family of Jesus, Mary and Joseph Lectio Divina Prayer for Synodality Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
Family is not silence dressed as peace. It is love brave enough to flee, faith willing to speak, and a child protected even when the house must move.
Day 18: “Other”- Feast of Saint John, Apostle and Evangelist Lectio Divina Prayer for Synodality Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
I will not run to be first. I will wait to be true. Love recognizes what speed overlooks.
Day 17: “Persecution”- Feast of Saint Stephen, First Martyr & Prayer for Synodality Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
They covered ears; he kept his eyes on Light. Persecution wears a “reasonable” face. Lord, make my Christmas brave—and my words gentle: Truth without stones. Synodality without silence.
Day 16: “Pause”- The Nativity of the Lord (Vigil Mass) & Prayer for Synodality Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
God did not shout His way into history. He paused. And in that pause, everything changed.
Day 15: “House”- Wednesday of the Fourth Week of Advent (Morning Mass) & Prayer for Synodality Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
I asked God to bless the house I was building. He answered by asking whether I was willing to live in His.
Day 14: “Be”- Tuesday of the Fourth Week of Advent & Prayer for Synodality Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
I am learning Advent’s hardest verb: be. Not to fix. Not to flee. But to stay where God has already arrived. Emmanuel is not a solution —He is a presence.
Day 13: “The Holy Art of Balance”- Monday of the Fourth Week of Advent & Prayer for Synodality Regarding the Diocese of Amarillo’s “Tribute to Bishop Matthiesen”
God balances worlds the way a child flips toast— steady hands, no rushing, trusting the turn.